तेरा साथ……(1)

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उसकी बाँहों में फूलों की तरह बिखरना अब अच्छा लगने लगा था। उसके जाने के बाद बिस्तर की सिलवटों को देखकर मन बेचैन हो जाता। उसके वापस आने तक के इंतज़ार में, मैं घंटों उस बिस्तर की सिलवटों में लिपटी रहती।

हजारों सवाल मेरे मन को कौंध दिया करते, क्यूंकि अब उसको खोने से डरने लगी थी। प्यार आजाद होता है। उसे किसी तरह का पिंजर नहीं पसंद, लेकिन फिर भी मैं उसको अपने प्यार में कैद कर लेना चाहती थी। हां, क्यूंकि डरती थी मैं, उसके उस अतीत के पन्ने से जिसे पढ़कर वो अब भी बेचैन हो जाया करता था।

उसके अतीत का वो पन्ना, जब भी यादों के झरोखे से मेरे सामने खुलता, मैं बौखला जाती, अंदर-अंदर टूट सी जाती। उसने उन पन्नों को अपने प्यार के पक्के रंग से लिखा था। जिसे मिटाना मुश्किल था।

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इस पक्के रंग की चोट अक्सर मेरे मन पर आघात करती और मैं उसके अतीत के पन्नों में झाँकने पहुँच जाती। उन पन्नों को पलटने पर मेरा मन और बैचेन हो जाता। क्योंकि धीमे से ही सही जबाव आता, कि अतीत कैसा भी हो, वो एक दिन सामने जरूर आता है। ये सुनते ही मैं छटपटा सी जाती और उन पन्नों से दूर भाग कर उसे जोर से गले लगा लेती।

उसे अपनी बाहों में छिपा कर जकड़ लेती और मन करता, कह दूं कि प्लीज, तुम मुझसे दूर मत जाना । क्योंकि तुम्हारे बिना, मैं मुरझाई हुई फूल मात्र हूं, जो सूख कर इधर-उधर बिखर जाएगी।

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